But I have to get some shit off my mind. I am seriously obese. I hate every second of it. I am sad. I still run, but I eat way too much. My goal is to do a marathon this year so I am stepping up the training. And when it gets warm enough to run outside, I’ll do it instead of the gym.
Another thing blowing my mind is my aunt and uncle’s split. They were my favorite aunt and uncle. Neither are talking much about it but where I am reading between the lines is that my uncle cheated on my aunt and walked out on the family. I ate lunch with my aunt and cousin on Saturday and had a blast. I refuse to push them out of my life because some parts of my family are. She is genuinely hurt. She said that her first husband was an asshole, but he never did the things my uncle did. I want to be there for her and I want to make my family realize that after a little while it can all blow over. Most of my aunts family lives out of state or in PR. I am trying to stay in touch with her just to joke and make her feel better. I know how bad a breakup can go and I don’t want her to be sad. It is tough moving on.