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The Lyrics of Me October 27, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:41 am

Lyrics

::The song lyrics that best::

Explains who you are:

Wonder Woman, Wonder Woman.
All the world’s waiting for you,
and the power you possess.

In your satin tights,
Fighting for your rights
And the old Red, White and Blue.

Wonder Woman, Wonder Woman.
Now the world is ready for you,
and the wonders you can do.

Make a hawk a dove,
Stop a war with love,
Make a liar tell the truth.

Wonder Woman,
Get us out from under, Wonder Woman.
All our hopes are pinned on you.
And the magic that you do.

Stop a bullet cold,
Make the Axis fall,
Change their minds, and change the world.

Wonder Woman, Wonder Woman.
You’re a wonder, Wonder Woman.

Describes how you are feeling right now:

Theres no sensation to compare with this
Suspended animation, a state of bliss
Cant keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, i

Expresses your most inner emotion:

Love I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

Tells your thought on heartache:

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I’m not the first to know
There’s just no getting over you

You know I’m just a fool who’s willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can’t you see
There’s nothing else for me to do?
I’m hopelessly devoted to you

But now there’s nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I’m out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying, “Fool, forget him.”
My heart is saying, “Don’t let go.
Hold on till the end.”
And that’s what I intend to do
I’m hopelessly devoted to you

Expresses your hopes:

I’m Gonna Organize Some Changes In My Life
I’m Gonna Exorcise The Demons Of My Past
I’m Gonna Take The Car And Hit The Open Road
I’m Feeling Ready To Just Open Up And Go!

And I Just Feel I Can Be Anything…
But All I Never Wished To Be
I Find Myself Just Where I Wanna Be
Make My Wildest Dreams Come True!

Explains life:

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave, but don’t leave me
Look around
Choose your own ground

Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be

Run, rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down
It’s time to dig another one

For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race towards an early grave

Explains a relationship:

Crazy, how it, feels tonight.
Crazy, how you, make it all alright love.
You crush me, with the, things you do,
I do, for you, anything too oh.
Sitting, smoking, feeling high.
And in this, moment, ah, it feels so right.

Lovely lady, I am at your feet, oh, God I want you so badly.
And I wonder this could tomorrow be so wondrous as you there sleeping.

Lets go, drive til, the morning comes.
And watch the, sunrise, and fill our souls up.
Well drink some, wine til, we get drunk, yes…

Its crazy, Im thinking, just knowing that the world is round.
Im here Im dancing on the ground.
Am I right side up or upside down, and is this real, or am I dreaming?

Lovely lady, let me drink you, please, I wont spill a, drop no, I promise you.
Lying under this spell you cast on me.
Each moment the more, i, love, you. crush me, come on. oh, yes.

Its crazy Im thinking, just knowing that the world is round.
Im here Im dancing on the ground.
Am I right side up or upside down?
Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?

Lovely lady, I will treat you sweetly, adore you, I mean, you crush me.
Oh its times like these when my faith I feel.
I know, how, i, love, you. come on, come on, baby.

Its crazy, Im thinking just as long as youre around.
Im here Ill be dancing on the ground.
Am I right side up or upside down?
To each other, well be facing.
My love, my love, well beat back the pain weve found.
You know, I mean to tell you all the things Ive been thinking, deep inside my
Friend.
With each moment the more I love you. crush me, come on, baby.

So much you have, given love, that I would give you back again and again.
Oh, the love, many now hold you but please, please, just let me, always

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Stolen from Kasey October 26, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:36 am

10 Firsts
1. first boyfriend/girlfriend: Sonny in the 1st grade
2. first best friend: Tiffany and still is
3. first screen name: beoch88 and still is
4. first drink: well do you count the times when I was little and I drank my grandmothers beer if no summer after 9th grade at a party in OC
5. first piercings: my ears
6. first crush: noclue
7. first music: huey lewis and the news
8. first stuffed animal: smurf
9. first school: Bear Creek
10. first book: There’s a monster at the end of this book

9 lasts:
1. last cigarette: earlier at the bar
2. last drink: right now
3. last movie seen: Guess Who’s coming to dinner
4. last phone call: Gina
5. last cd played: Wicked
6. last bubble bath: wow a while ago
7. last time you cried: when I found out that my great grandma passed away
8. last date: well….the wedding
9. last time you ate something: right now triscuits

8 have you evers:
1. have you ever dated one of your best friends: well yes and it’s bad I love Brian and ever since then (before Scotty) he and I haven’t spoken
2. have you ever skinny dipped: yes
3. have you ever been on tv: yes
4. have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: eh. . . more like regretted the relationship, rather than one kiss
5. have you ever fallen in love: yes. I’m in love right now.
6. have you ever lost someone you loved: my grandma
7. have you ever been depressed: yes as soon as I turned 23
8. have you ever woken up and not known where you were: no but I’ve lost time throughout the evening

7 places you’ve been to:
1. NYC
2. Disneyworld
3. Amsterdam
4. Ocean City
5. Paris
6. Iceland
7. Erie, PA

6 things you’ve done today:
1. woke up
2. shopped
3. uploaded pics to the computer
4. made dinner
5. ate dinner
6. went to red brick with gina

5 favorite things in NO order:
1. scott
2. heineken
3. joe dirt
4. my animals-bastice the cat, dottie the mouse, and anubis the rat
5. my family and friends-ok I went over 5

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to:
1. Scott
2. Gina
3. Tiffany
4. My mom

3 wishes:
1. finish school
2. loose weight
3. never quit anything

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. open a rock club
2. teach dance

1 thing you regret:
1. how about a person Tony Shackelford–well I can’t totally regret him. He introduced me to Scotty

 

I’m a blogging fool October 18, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:35 am

Ok so I realized what my problem is…. I stopped eating vegetables. Not completely, but I rarely eat them because I hate them. Yes I only think I like maybe 4. I used to live off of greenbeans and soy sauce. I’ve stopped that and now boom 10lbs. I eat way too many processed foods. I went to the Superfresh duing lunch yesterday and got 7 apples and a big bag of baby carrots. Plus I got fat free ranch dip. I like the carrots and ranch. I like celery too. I’m trying to think of all of the veggies I like. As long as I dip them I won’t get too bored. Seriously. My meals usually are pizza, chicken, fast food. I live a fast paced life where I must eat and run. Let’s see if my veggie switch will make me lose my 10 extra pounds. On top of that I am trying to exercise more. I’ve really fell off the bandwagon since before the wedding and I’m trying to cut back on smoking. I can say that I am not a full time smoker any longer, but I still like my cigarettes and beer. Oh my….

Oh PS both of the tunnels are shut down in Baltimore. There is a terror alert…. Great.

 

My love there’s only you in my life…..

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:25 am

What is love? Many have pondered the thought, but few really understand the validity of this emotion. This feeling is usually confused with lust or longing. It’s easy to look at an attractive person and instantly feel sexual desire. Although love can involve sexual desire, that feeling alone blinds far too many people. That desire, or longing, often becomes the route of what our society believes is the true meaning of love. Men and women seek out partners based on their immediate responses. Often they are misguided and inevitably hurt. We are taught to trust our feelings, but how can we when they are fooling us?
Love is an emotion that will stand the test of time. It is taught to us as children from our families. We are taught to love ourselves and how to love others. That is the route of our emotions. As we grow older, we chose partners based on our innate feelings. If we were taught to love ourselves and to truly believe in ourselves, we can understand love. You will never fall in love with another person unless you love yourself. Subconsciously, you will never feel any person could love you, because you have no love for yourself. Your choices of partners will be based on the only feeling you can conjure- the instantaneous sexual desire. I know this because I was in this predicament. I had poor self-esteem. I never understood how to feel confident or how to love myself. Before you seek the love of another person, take time to find yourself.
Finding yourself and really loving yourself is not a quest easily completed. For some the journey will take years. Others may only spend a little while. That there is the true ticket to a lifetime of happiness. You do not need a boyfriend, girlfriend, job, money, or a fancy house to validate your worth. (Of course we all know having a stable life makes happiness much easier.) Being truly happy means understanding that life has ups and downs. Emotional recovery is key to your happiness. Being flexible, and learning how to deal with pain will make life’s trials and tribulations less difficult. Find yourself. Find true happiness. After that you will find true love. I know because I did and I was there. It took me a long time to become “me”. And I like who I am. I would never trade my journey, because I would never have reached this destination. And I would not be where I am now.

 

Happy Anniversary to me……. October 17, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:24 am

After writing the date about one million times, I’ve realized that today is mine and Scott’s one month anniversary. It’s pretty exciting, but weird to be married. I love him very much and all is well as usual.
PS to Kristen, Holly, and Jeff- I have to call my HUSBAND right now *as I flash my ring* Lenny’s forever! We can do our movie mania one night soon
Oh and Scott is in for Jason’s Woods. What a better way to celebrate my unemployment.

 

More of my friends public so you can be jealous October 14, 2005

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:23 am

Now that I have some more time and it is a decent hour, I can elaborate on more friendships that I treasure. I’m not going into my other friends who don’t even have livejournal.

One person I didn’t mention last night was my Tinystina Christina…. Although we live far away we share the same passion for music and travel. You are so beautiful and exotic and unique ok I swear I’m not gay…. Ok for you I am. You always remember little things, like sending me postcards while you are away. I like talking to someone who’s been through the same problems as I have. I remember when you said you had 4 caveties, I went to the dentist and guess what I had 4 too. I love you and I hope you find your true love as I did. Make sure he’s a rich doctor or something. That always helps for the clothes shopping!!

One friend that I love very much is my friend Tiffany. She is not on LJ but I have to just say she has been my friend since I was 6. She will do anything for me in a heartbeat. I remember playing Barbies with her and watching Nightmare on Elm Street movies. You know most little girls are afraid of Freddy but we loved him. We’ve had ups and downs. She is a true friend. Not a fake, like some people… She is loyal and loving. I am so proud of her and the life she has made. It is not common to see a traditional homemaker any more staying at home to raise her daughter. She does it really well and still gets to party every once in a while. I love ya girl!!

To my girls who have been through the eating and body problems that I have, I am here for you always to listen. I can only give my advice on what I’ve done or changed. You know I won’t lecture you. I can only give you my experiences. Stay strong. I hope everyone has happiness in their lives and finds what they are looking for.

 

A rare but public rambling

Filed under: Uncategorized — mdmnore88 @ 12:21 am

I’m making this entry public because not only is there drama with my theatre friends, but drama in my other circle of crazy friends too. So as quoted by Holly “I’m two for two today wanna make it three?” Listen everyone theatre, Ed, exercise, high school, and just any friend of mine. Why are we friends? Think about it. Friends are spectacular when brought together, but when each person is alone they are only standard, ordinary, and adequate. Noone could ever be 100% perfect ever. I’ve learned that from everyone of my friends that each of us has something special we can either teach or learn. I will start with me. I am not ashamed of anything. I also, after lots of therapy and Welbutrin XL, (yes antidepressants or what I like to call “crazy pills/Happy pills,”) have learned that regrets are not healthy or useful. Ive learned so many things from all of my friends so I will list them…shortly. Before I do that, I want anyone who is involved in theatre, dance, or any type of close knit group to stop and listen for one sec. I didn’t start theatre until I was 21. I did dance productions and singing reviews, but never a stage show. Theatre is the best way to learn who you are. You wont learn it through some spiritual journey that involves buddist chants. You will learn it from everyone who is part of the production team. I’ve always known this, but not until recently, Nunsense, did I realize how it applies.

Nunsense is a great show not because of me or any cast member alone. It is the teamwork involved in the production. I’ve learned just as much from the cast and crew as I’ve taught or they’ve learned from me.

Nunsense (in no particular order)=

Kasey- I always thought that I could sing as well as you, but I realized we sing so differently that we can’t even compare. I am glad that you sing the lead in “Hollier than thou” rather than me. Eventhough you were reluctlant to sing it “with soul” you do it well. You shine in this number and I want you to know that you are channeling something special. This number differentiates you from any other song. In your next competition sing this song or another hymn. This is your strong point. I always thought I was the “soul sistah” just because that is how I sing. Big loud and from my chest. Be proud that you can sing anything from a ballad to a Gospel song. Plus you’ve really impressed me. I knew you weren’t a dancer and that dance in general was not your stong point. After seeing your dancing in Nunsense I know you have the natural rhythm that most people can not every aquire. If you ever go on tour you can easilly pick something up and be a star. I wish you would take some traditional dance classes. You’ve got the natural skill-especially at tap! If you busted out some dance classes you wouldn’t be a triple threat- you would be a quadrouple threat! Trust me! I have been dancing forever! I see what you can do and if you took a class you would see dancing in a whole new light!

‘Nessa- I have always admired how you know everything about any show. You know how to run everything, fix anything, and “Oh by the way” know how to star in a show too. Your are the most well rounded theatre person I know. Bring your confidence up a little though. You sing very well. You dance very well! You can change a stage light faster than a speeding bullet! You have the knowlege that I could never imagine. You see the big picture of a stage production and know all the ins and outs. Use that knowlege girl to your advantage! You will kick ass! I see it now. You will be the stage, light, costume, and sound designer of a broadway show plus feature in a broadway show. I have so much faith in you. Take what you know and use it. You will do so wonderfully. Also, did I ever tell you how proud I am of you? I was so scared that you would hurt yourself on pointe. All I could think was “Oh shit she will break her ankle” You preoved everyone wrong. Everyday I would see you practice and get better. During your number the crowd cheers! Ness you are so dedicated to anything you set your mind to. That is very admirable. You have a great career ahead of you. Go for it.

Suzie- There is nothing negative I could ever say about you. You are comedic and enlightening. I look up to you with your advice and stories. I’ve worked with you in pretty much all of my shows. I am so happy that you are singing “We’re Just a Coupla’ Sisters” with me. You have such a fun stage presence that sometimes I just laugh at our interactions. You also give good advice on life. You are honest but open minded. I feel that I can tell you anything and you will a) have the answer for me or b) know someone who can tell me the answer. I love when Vanessa is dancing on stage how proud you look when the audience clapps. It makes me so happy.

Lisa- You of all people never cease to amaze, shock, scare, and crack me up. You are inovative. Lisa, you taught me that being a good actor does not take great singing, or perfect acting. I’ve learned that just being entertaining and “cute” will win an audience. I was wrong about the things I said to you in the past. (Obviously I’ve told you that) and on top of that you proved to me that everything an actor does on stage is important, whether you are on stage the whole show or just a tree in the backgroung. I realized that Grease could not be the same show without Patty. I am happy that I was your Patty. Remember I am like a bad virus. You can’t get rid of me. I am here forever. Look at Godspell- ok understudy- boom now in the cast. Grease- syke you are Patty. Seeing you play Sister Amnesia is inspirational. I always felt so one-dimensional with my acting. I have always been the “Patty” of a show. I’m naturally a ditzy blonde and obnoxious. You proved to me that acting is entertaining and you can be whoever you want.

Jeff- (aks Jeffe (pronouced heffay)) Jeff you and I have shared a station since way back in the good ol’ days. You said something to me the other day that was really inspirational. You said- in reference to singing that my lower and upper range was really good but you weren’t sure what the hell I am doing with my middle. You were the first person who taught me to sing. Before you, I had bullshit voice teachers. They don’t know their ass from a hole in the ground. You changed the way I sang. Granted I am tone deaf sometimes and it take me a lot of drilling, but you taught me to sing, not whisper. I loved bickering with you when we were practicing the “Drive In” I know that sounds crazy, but you actually work better under pressure. You were so irritated with me that you straightend me out-well as best as you could. I can’t wait to kiss you…wait…I’m married!

Joyce- I know we never were on stage together, but you have participated in pretty much everything I’ve done since I met the gang. You remind me of my mom. You are very business savy and business minded. You are dedicated to the theatre eventhough it wears you out and you do not make a dime. It is good to have someone like you to keep all of the crazy actors in line. You work hart to keep the shows booked. Without you we would not have an audience.

More Theatre…

Kristen- What can I say but I love you! I don’t care if you say to me eat a turd and you will sing better, because I will belive it. I admire your knowledge and your experience. You’ve done so many things I never could. Plus you are funny and sweet. You take something that is a criticism and turn it into a “tip” Melissa, you’re a little flat. You never say anything mean to me like Bitch you ruined our song by singing like hell. Plus you were always so nice to me when I first met everyone. That’s why you were my maid of honor.

Holly- I want to steal your voice. I am Ursula and you are Ariel. If I could pick a singing voice it would be yours. I am so jealous of you. I am so glad you are my friend. I also am so happy for you and Kristen. You will get into the NYU graduate program. You deserve it and you earned it. Not only that, you are the only woman who moans for my husband. He misses that by the way *wink *wink. Be proud of yourself. You have made it through college. That is not easy. You are also a phenomenal actor. Don’t give up. Graduate school is not a waste. It is an investment in your future.

Jordan- You are you enough said. I love how if you are mad, sad, happy, angry or neutral you can make me laugh. You know you rock at theatre. I don’t have to feed you that! I am so happy to have you as a friend-even if we do not see each other too often. One thing I love about you ….. If I look fat in a shitty frumpy outfit, you will tell me. And in a nice entertaining way. Good luck in life and congratulations on your engagement. Just remember, if you need any fiance advice I’ve been there. I can help out

Robbie- Ok Jordan don’t look at this…. Robbie you are so cute and intelligent. Wait am I hitting on you? lol. I will always remember your timman voice. It reminded me of a Brooklyn accent. Why- don’t ask- I’ve never lived in Brooklyn I just thought you did a fabulous job. You are also very versitile. I loved the drive in during Greese. You own the sound design world. I’m sorry we never did do lunch. My job is terminated Oct 21st. I won’t be in Hanover any longer 😦 So we may never do it…. Good luck with the wedding.

I have more to add but it is so late.

Remeber together we are all extrodinary

I love you all Kisses